Bad days vs blessed days

It's crazy how when you have a bad day it seems like everything goes wrong and is super stressful. On good days it seems like you get all the blessing and good days. Today was a better day. Emotions were better and Teydon is doing better! We heard him laugh more this afternoon than in a long time! It was a bust a gut, can't stop laugh! Absolutely LOVE his laugh and smile! It amazing what no grand mals does for him! Today's blessings were words of encouragement, money blessings, and the pharmacy called and told me that the bottle that his new med comes in is bigger and can't be separated into smaller bottles so we got a 3 months supply for $60! I could've used at least one good news yesterday, it would've helped me feel better. Though it is hard, I need to remember the blessings we have received, that we receive daily cause we are so very blessed. We will start the new med in the morning and he'll be done with depakote a week from Tuesday. We definitely know that depakote was the cause of a bunch of his problems, bad side effects from it. This new med Banzel is used for Lennox Syndrome so we're being hopeful! Thank you for your prayers, they were answered! So grateful for my Heavenly Father and the love he has for me and the blessings that he gives me despite my "bad days"!